rainsxgirl

Sure I would live in a house, where a murder had taken place... It's in the past anyway. So, why get bothered? It would be a different thing, if it's haunted. That would be to dangerous for me. I became more careful concerning things like that.

I will be soooooooooo happy, when those 20 hours have passed. Finally weekend! I'm so looking forward to it. I really hate this week, it was waaaaay to much stress! On Sunday, I won't do anything. And on Saturday, I will go looking for new glasses. I really need some, now. I have had so many headaches, recently. My brain seems to be dead right now. I can't think of anything anymore. Sadly, I'm not tired enough to go to bed.... and I have to wake up at 4:30 am, which is way to early, but I guess one can get used to everything. =)

Well, it's winter time.... this means winter blues, which means.... I ONLY live for the weekends! I just hate waking up early in the morning, seeing... well, nothing(?!), because it's so freaking dark and getting out into this damn cold and mostly grey day. I just hate it and hate it and hate it.

LJ tells me, that my last entry was 57 weeks ago. Wow, that's more than a year. I have actually no idea why I stopped writing, but I have this feeling that I need to start again... I just checked my friends list and noticed that nobody has kicked me from their friends list, which is really nice. Thank you^^ ... Might also be that no one even noticed I was gone... =DDD
Well, I would love to hear news from you, because I haven't forgotten anybody, although it's been such a long time. I hope you guys are doing well.. I will go checking my friends page now^^

Phew... I'm constantly tired at the moment.... Not the best situation for me, since it seems as if I'm getting sick again. My stomach just doesn't likes me... >.< I feel bad for one week, now and didn't have the time yet to go to the doctor's. I'm either at work, or on tour which means I'm rarely at home. I'm not used to that, therefore the fatigue... That's really sad, 'cause my uncle's here at the moment. I'd like to do something with him, This is the first time in years that he is here, but I just don't have the time.
At first, I thought being that busy would keep me from thinking about certain topics. This is just so NOT true... >.<" I have too much time in the shop. The weather's bad here which means less people in the city, so there are also less clients for us. I have waaaaaaay too much time to think and no one to talk to.
I try to focus on my party... just on my party.^^ I reduced the people on my guestlist. There are just 72 left at the moment and I have the seats to place them. I just have to see how to feed them, but I'm hoping for help.^^ My main problems at the moment are the decoration of the attic, my outfit and the invitations.
BTW, I'm so sorry guys, that I don't even have the time to red your entries. I just don't know what's going on in your lifes at the moment. I really dislike that and I'm looking forward to August. ;D

Yes, I will get my grades on Friday and I definitely don't want them. I'm afraid what's expecting me.... The grade I received for my oral exam was bad enough.... They should just tell me that I have my Abitur and let me go... Seriously... I don't want to hear all the other stuff.
But I'll see some of my friends again. That's good. On of them even has a boyfriend, now... She told me yesterday.. It was quite surprising, since she'll go to England in a few month. So, I hope all the best for her. I hope we can fix a date for Disney-night. We wanted to do that for so long, now.....
I think I'll do ADIML on Friday....

My PC's name is Dennis... XDDDD~

Lychee

It's been a few days that I'm back at home, but I just wrote an entry in my German journal. I still don't have all of the pictures from the wedding. I guess it will be about 700, so it might take some time. Then I will tell you everything about it. It was really a wonderful wedding. My aunt was a beauty and I especially liked the wedding waltz. I love the way Simon looks at my aunt. *meltsaway* Really, they're such a cute and beautiful couple. This was one of the best weddings I've been at. It was so international. There were guests from America, England, Italia and Germany of course (XDDD~). There was also such a variety in the programm. There was a woman who sang "La vie en rose", Simon's brother wrote a song for him and performed that (it was btw very touching) and Simon himself had a breakdance battle with his friend which was of course one of my favourite parts in the wedding! ;D I really loved it, but sadly I'm always kinda depressed after an event like this. Don't ask me why, 'cause I can't really explain it and it's stupid anyway.

Edit:
I will be watching Speed Racer today! Yay! The movie, I'm waiting for almost a year is finally out and I can't wait to see Bi oppa in cinema^^

I'm absolutely loving this song and can't wait to hear the full version.... *waitsandwaitsandwaitsandwaits*

I was spring-cleaning, yesterday. xDDD It was really time to do that. My room was a mess... and I mean really a mess... So, since I had to tidy it up anyway, I thought it would be good, to do everything... every little corner in my room. I never felt so tired, before... Well, I did... but not because of tidying up. @___@ Especially my wrists and my back were aching like hell, yesterday.
Another "Yay" for me: I will finally get some bookshelves, tomorrow! Woohoo!^^ I had to kick my father's ass several times to succeed. Tomorrow he will go with me.... ;D
Next week is my aunt's wedding. I can't wait it. My outfit is also complete.... I hope everything will be perfect. I'm so excited to see her dress.... On Wednesday, we will go to Sweden. The wedding will be on Saturday and on Sunday we have to go back home.

I'm done with my written exams... Yay! So now, there's just one oral one left in may. I feel so relieved, that it's over.
More news: I do not only have a temporary job in the shop, but work there continually on a 400€ basis. Woohoo... that means money, money, money.. xDDD~
I'm not able to write more at the moment... Dunno... I'm still kinda tired. @___@
But from now on, there will be more posts again!^^

No comments or posts this month...
I'm really busy with my exams... I'm sorry.
Please wish me luck... I really need it! I want to have a good Abitur... @___@
Cya next month! ;D

When do we get married?

xDDD~

I really, really feel bad.... The strange thing is, I don't know, why I didn't write....
So I promise to be a better LJ-friend in the future...
And now I'm waiting for pictures from Jae Yeong.... xDDDD

Tomorrow a piece of me will die.... again... It's time for history exams. @____@

Luckily, there's enough of "me" left... xD~

I don't want to!!!!

Year of the snake.... <.<" The animal I fear and hate the most. I'm not even able to watch them on tv or see them on a picture... Weird, isn't it?

What Priskilla Means

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What Sevil Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you. You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

Almost everything is complete shit.... xDDDDDD

A workaholic? Sexy? Me? Just a few examples.... Just not true^^

*Argh* I was too lazy, latey... I'm sorry.... I somehow hadn't the energy to write something....

I made kimbap today... And it's really delicious, though I never tasted real kimbap before... But it looks similar... So I guess I wasn't too bad^^ I even made picutres, but they aren't on my pc, yet. I will post them asap.

Today was the SGL-cup which is the soccer competition of our school that akes place once a year. The classes 11, 12, 13 and the teachers are playing and our class won again! We are the best^^  Well, it was really great, a great atmosphere. We had a lot of fun and I've a hoarse voice now..... @___@

xDDD

Yesterday, I registered myself on postcrossing.com. I know this homepage and the project for a while now, but never had the guts to sign up. I did it and I can't wait to receive the first postcards... I will write now a few^^

I'm not desperate anymore.....
I truly believe that I will find a wonderfull dress in one of the colors my aunt wants to have and that I won't look like shit on her wedding.....
We were at such an awesome shop today. It's not very big (the size of our living room I guess... oO), but the lady who owns it has really nice dresses and she herself is very nice, too. Not like that arrogant bitch at Peek & Cloppenburg. She really knows what would suit me and she even stayed longer today, so that she can help us.
That's what service is about! I don't want to know how much money that bitch gets for doing a horrible job. She definitely doesn't deserve it! It's such a pity that I haven't noticed her name.... I'd really like to write to the people at P&C, so they know what kind of workers they have.... <.<

I had a friends request at myspace again from someone who supports RyanDan. Ryan and Dan are twins who have incredible voices! I really need to find some of their music^^